Perkara yang ditakuti telahpun berlaku.. daku terkandas dua subjek.. kalau diikutkan hati, memang nak berhenti je... tapi, bila fikirkan dah berhabis banyak (masa, tenaga, wang), aku perlu pujuk diri dan motivasikan diri untuk teruskan perjalanan.. teman2 semuanya lulus.. seronok tengok status mereka di FB.. ade yang dapat A+.. fuhh.. kagum aku.. manakala aku, terus dilamun perasaan 'jatuh yang hebat'.. takkan nak letak kat status "aku fail 2 subjek.. adoiii!"? (actually I almost did.. ekeke) membuka aib diri sendiri namanya tu.. Tahniah kat derang sume.. Aku xnak blame sesape, melainkan diri aku sendiri.. apesal x usaha lebih gigih?

honestly, I am dissapointed with myself.. I can't cope with study life anymore, but still I insist to go on because I thought that this is a lifetime learning.. I mean, although I may not excel, but I might learn something out of the office.. broadening my view..

Jika kamu marah dan rasa sakit hati sangat kat seseorang.. kamu buat apa?

Kamu x boleh marah secara terus, pasti hubungan keruh.. (pernah terjadi)..

Kamu x boleh cerita kat orang ketiga, bimbang bawa mulut jadi cerita lain pulak.. (pernah juga terjadi)..

Apa kamu boleh buat?

Sabarlah menahan getar..!

I had these moments... that rocked me emotionally.. when i think back, I laugh to myself..*sooo, that was me back then.. * I'd made wrong moves, I'd said something not sweet, I'd acted wrongly.. Although I've been reminded so many time to not look back to my pass, I still need to do it.. I need to know my progress of being a better person.. To be honest, I really don't have clues of what I am now.. Felt like being buried under a stack of hay.. I know that I must had taken the wrong path.. Gheezz.. what a life-less life i had before.. heh..

Changing is the main issue at the moment.. *nangis sudah inii.. wat a sobber! hahaha

Remember my phone was lost @ AJL26? U know what, I got it back! Gazzillliiionnn thanks to Coach A!!! I don't know how he managed to find it (he refused to tell me so!) & I am in disbelief when he call me last 3 nights and told me that, he found it. awwhh.. sweet sweet baby.. I owe you a lot and am grateful to have you! So, we went to KL Sentral 2 days ago to meet the person who have it. Wawa is the name. We hope on ERL to get there. My heart pumping harder. I am about to meet my "savior" in a while.. x taw nape gabra.. As soon as we reached there, we head to McD. Coach A was hungry.. sian die x lunch x. *Earlier of the day, I had this bakery course at Kolej Komuniti Hulu Langat-under the Latihan 1Malaysia programme.. =)


Wawa came with her friends. But a while, sayang.. I really hope that she stayed and have hi-tea with us.. to show my gratitude and thanks. Manyy manny thanks to her. I now know that there are lotsa people out there who are sincere, honest and full of integrity.. I wannabe one of them.. =)

Malam td aku p AJL26 dengan Coach A. 2 hari ktorang pening nak pakai baju ape. Tema smart casual. Almaklumlah, pertama kali p acara seumpama ini. Last2, belasah je pakai ape. Macam la kite yg nak lalu blue carpet tuh.. kuikuikui.. Kitorang gerak dari Putrajaya jam 6.30pm melalui MEX dan sampai dalam jam 7pm++. After park, straight to the stadium. Ramai orang sangat nok.. aku jadi 'segan' lak.. *tetibe*.. tu yg menonong x pandang kiri kanan tu. Masuk je dewan (kami dapat complimentary VIP tickets seh.. tenkiu very much kepada penaja.. heh).. kami menonong je duduk kat level 2, padahal, boleh je p Arena n amek port dekat dengan pentas. Dayummm! rugi rugi rugi.. kami x nampak lak signage & x tahu lak leh duduk situ.. owhhh, 'kerugian'.. xpe xpe.. gara2 'ngopeng' org len tanya mane seat vip dan dimaklumkan boleh duduk kat situ, maka kamipun melabuhkan punggung di situ. taun depan aku duduk depan tv! setel.. ^__^ *time masuk tu, ternampak Yuna & band beliau.. wow! she is so tall & slim! nak amek gambar, beliau dikelilling oleh peminat beliau. so, cam bese la amek gambar candid (curik!).. hahaha. x mjadik lak. gegar. gegegege

AJL26 yang berlangsung di Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil diacarakan oleh pengacara duo yang tidak asing lagi iaitu Faizal Ismail dan Cherryl Samad. Derang ni sangat best dan kelakar. Gabungan kimia di antara mereka sangatlah menjadi. LIKE banyak2! =) tema majlis adalah air... sustainability & continuity of music industry @ Malaysia.. coolness.. pentas sangat cantik dan canggih.. screen besar kat belakang n depan pentas tu pakai screen LED.. sangatlah sharp image kat situ. I like the way different ambiances created for every performances. Flow dia sangat smooth & well prepared.. Made me in awe & excited+looking forward to the next performance. :) My first time tengok depan mata majlis berlangsung, so, memang lah teruja tu lain macam skit. although perhaps ada sedikit technical probs (mase Hafiz nyanyi tu kuar bunyik tv xde siaran.. x sure pulak kalo itu adalah disengajakan untuk bagi sound effect.. ehehe..), the show continue as planned.


....... jap g sambung.. huhuhu..


Finally, the results out! Hafiz is the man of the day! He wore only track suit & t-shirt. No need to worry about what to wear and no need to spend a lot. Congratulations to him! =) His "Awan Nano" made him won the Best Vocal too. btw, i do love Alyah's performance; she got the award for Best Performance (Remy Ishak's was there too!!!!). The trio Jac-Ning-Shila also did well in their "Beribu Sesalan", got d 2nd runner up. Faizal Tahir wow the crowd by burning down the piano. Fuh! fantastic! He got the 3rd place with "Karma". All in all, AJL26 is the best! All the performances were fantastic. There were a slot of tribute to the late Sudirman too. =)


Coach A and I went home during Hafiz sang for the last time. We rushed to avoid traffic. Sempat lagik amek gambar.. :P

Tapikan. I'd lost my phone! Terus patah balik stadium and didn't find it. I held my tears back then. Coach A calm me down. He tried many time to call and even text it, until the phone switched off (or low bat). After that, terus balik, singgah beli McD (drivethrough).. That night, terus call Digi Call Centre and blocked the line. After that, fikir balik, aku dah block, how to know that my phone is in safe hands? Demm! Dahla x register HTCsense.com mmg ergggg.. boleh jadi gile kalo x control diri.. :( 

*x bitau mak pun phone ilang.. kalo x sure lebih dramatik dari aku! huhuhu

Nandez was soooo excited doing his shopping! =D

Some students misuse the vouchers that are suppose to be used to buy their own books. Instead, they sold it to other party and make money. ~maybe yang jual tu student tahun akhir kot n da nak abis sem dah. Bistu, nak buat ape baucar tu? baik jual/bagi kat orang.. kot lah kot.. my two cents ~

Berita Harian Online | Amaran pelajar lelong baucar

*Footnote: Still figure out on what book(s) to buy.. hehehe*

Just watched Ra.One for the second time. Still enjoy the film very much and love the songs veryy verryy muchh! These are the vids that we enjoyed very much.. :)

*Footnote: I know.. too much "verry mucchh".. deyyy, Chitti is in the muvie btw! ;)

Ini diambil semasa pertandingan Futsal Parlimen

Egegege.. akhirnya nampak Coach A kat tv.. smlm, dalam rancangan TV Al Hijrah.. cecube tengok Coach A yang mane satu.. hehehe.. layaaannn~

Yay! Dengan tamatnya masa menjawab OSM504 petang semalam, maka dengan rasminya juga, tamat sudah Final Exam untuk semester yang ke-5 ini.. Phewwww! Keempat-empat paper aku jawab dan aku keluar awal.. Apa gunanya termenung dan menyeksa diri kan? ekekeke.. Papehal, aku dah jawab sedaya upaya. Hopefully, lepas lah kesemuanya.. Apa yang pasti, semester depan, aku nak amek 2 subjek ja.. Aku ni ade 'selected memory' dan susah nak ingat.. Tapi kan,  aku terbaca satu  blog ini. memang membuka mata aku lah.. katanya, "jangan paksa diri belajar/membaca sesuatu subjek tu sehingga stress dan tak ingat apa yang dipelajari. Tapi, anggap ianya sesuatu perkara baru yang bermanfaat untuk dipelajari dan cuba terapkan perasaan ingin tahu terhadap subjek tersebut. Nescaya, kamu akan belajar dengan seronok dan pemahaman terhadap sesuatu subjek tu akan lebih jelas. Paling penting, bila kamu sudah mengetahui/mempelajari subjek tersebut, kongsilah dengan orang lain.. demi kebaikan diri dan masyarakat.. " haaa.. begitulah sedikit sebanyak tips yg beliau bagi.. betul tu babe.. final exam ritu, aku x membaca/ulangkaji tunggang langgang.. but, i find d right time/mood, baca in a fun way.. puff! boleh la aku ingat walau x sepenuhnya.. I will definitely change my style of study.. ;)

by the way, masuk opis tadi, terpandangla calender 2012 yang comel banget.. from BTN kalo x silap.. sangat menyukai gambar ini:-

Dah jadi tebiat lak tengok muvi saat2 minggu tayangan akhir.. Heh.. Coach A yang ajak tengok semalam.. Aku, follow jer.. ingatkan nak 'berpantang' lah kan sampai last paper.. xpe.. tinggal satu paper je lagipun.. heh.. mase p kaunter tiket tu, mmg ade bnyk seat kosong lah.. so, as usual, kami akan cari seat yang kat area tengah.. hehe.. memandangkan x sempat nak dinner, kami bli jer bebola ayam, dan jagung sebagai alas perut.. nak naik tu, ade lak sekumpulan sahabat ala2 Maher Zain.. hehehe.. sampai jer, kami tunggu dalam 10 menit camtu lah sebelum citer tu muler.. x mengharap sangatlah bahawa muvi ini akan menghiburkan kami.. tambahan pula, yang earlier sequel pun x tengok lagik.. :P

Setelah hampir 2 jam menonton, ternyata amattttt menghibuarkan.. citer ni sangattttlah bestt.. kelakar dan banyak lah twist dier.. apart from interesting journey and hurdles, there were actions that kinda made my heart jump! ehe.. then, bahasa sangatlah inggeris baku... seb bek ade subtitle, so, xdela kene 'tinggal kapal'.. miahahah.. Aku sangat suke wedding gown Mrs. Watson.. simple yet elegant.. haruslah kene dengan taste aku.. (teringat gown Kate Middleton.. kelasss!) hehehe.. Mr. Sherlock Holmes ni macam x betul sket tapi, super genius.. pandang jauh ke hadapan.. bak kate Coach A.. Bijak Sana.. ! ehe.. Mr. Watson lak, sangat pengemas orang nye.. sentiasa smart jer.. ehe.. gentleman lah katekan.. apart from these 2, d most remembered part is during the part at Mr. Holmes' house. remember the butler-Stanley? "Stanley.. where are you going?" Cool dow dier.. heheheheh..

Overall, ibu jari lah dan tepuk tangan..

Cheers! =)

I Loikkeee ~

Haaa.. semalam mase log in i-class, aku ternampak la announcement nih.. Agihan Baucar Buku 1Malaysia.. wehhuuu! RM200 yoo.. Walaupun semester ni dah habis, tapi baucar ni sangat berguna n aku rase nak beli buku2 untuk future reference.. balance tu nanti, boleh la angkat sama itu sedikit stationeries.. kalo ade lagi balance, nak redeem novel boleh? ngehngehngeh.. Well, baucar ni Pak PM dah announce dah mase Pembentangan Bajet 2012 last year.. for bebudak STPM onwards.. Sangat grateful yoo~ Kene amek cecepat coz valid until end of March 2012.. Rasenye, Kak Zihan and d gang dah amek kot tadi.. Lusa nak tanya derang lah .. ;) Kalo nak tahu info yg lebih lanjut, sila layari Baucar Buku 1Malaysia

Peaceeee ^___^

Mase aku tecik.. aku tersangatlah hyper dan tersangatlah comot.. eheheh.. sangat ingin tahu n sangat suke berjalan/explore tempat baru.. Aku pernah sesat kot dalam hutan.. hahahaha.. p mana2, orang akan ingat aku adalah lelaki.. :P bile da besar sket, curiosity aku memang x sudah2.. dan aku ade simpan satu cita-cita nih.. slalunye, kalo cikgu tanye cita2 aku kat kelas, aku akn jawab standard-nak jadi cikgu.. ehehe.. tapi sebenarnya, jauh di lubuk hati.. aku teringin sangat nak menjadi pramugari.. bile aku suarakan kepada mak aku, terus die gelak kat aku.. almaklumlah, aku ni rendang, chubby, gelap, kurang cantik.. hehehe.. betul gak tu.. terasa la sket, tapi aku sedar diri.. (kadang2 bile aku belek cermin, aku rase aku ok jer.. :P ) hehehe.. tapi sebenarnya, mak aku risau dengan 'dunia' atas awan nih.. macam2 lah justifikasinya.. muncung sekejap lah aku bile xde sokongan.. ehehehe.. (well..not wrong to dream right? eheh..)


Aku nak jadi pramugari sebab aku tak penah naik belon (kapal terbang). Aku slalu imagine macamne perasaan kat belon tu.. sambil membelah awan.. melihat laut dan gunung ganang dari atas.. to wear that kebaya (MAS punye kebaya).. buat sanggul siput stewardess MAS.. travel ke luar negara.. awesomeness! aku rase, ianya satu kerjaya yang sangat kelaaass! seriously, this is my thing! *kalo aku nak rase sume tu, aku boleh je bercita2 nak jd pilot ker, air fighter ker, angkasawati ker.. hehehe* kalo tengok citer yg ade scene atas belon kan, mule la mata aku membundar sebesar2nya.. hehehehe.. n then mula la fikiran merawang.. waaaaahh~ 


Tapi, cita2 aku x kesampaian.. ape nak buat~~


Korang dulu mase tecik, ape cita2 ek? ^___^

FYI, minggu ini bebudak yuuaiitiiieemm da stat final exam dah. Maka, bersungguh-sungguh la mokcik beli minyak tanah & burn d midnight oil.. kuikuikui.. Perasaannye, of coz bercampur baur.. Persiapannye, tengok pass yr questions -> fahami pattern soalan -> target pade topic yg rase2 akan kluar.. (kate study smart..? hahaha) Papehal pun, usaha selagi terdaya, jawab selagi boleh sembang jauh.. ahahaha..

A very good luck to all my coursemates! =)

*Ni skarang pun tengah musem doriyan nehh.. hehehe..

On the 2nd day, our team will play against PPUM for the quarter final round. Seriously, my mixed feeling getting worst. Ijal said my face turned pale (nape muke ko pucat Jac? hahaha).. semua adalah.. rase nak ceri beri.. rase nak demam.. Gosh..! well.. we played so and so this time around. We only battled at the end of the game. Too late to recover. That made us lost. Well.. we managed to go this far, so, a big achievement I would say. Tak pernah team KeTTHA especially perempuan sampai ke level nih derang kate. Entahla, I don't know. But, I'm kinda regret coz I didn't do all out.. Eheehhe.. no biggie. next time cube lagi.. hope taun depan ade and I can join! ^^


After the game finished, we head back to the hotel. Pack our things and then check out. After that, a must go destination: Padang Besar! It's kinda far though and I fall asleep. As we arrived, we were given like less than 1 hours to eat and shop! Gheeweez! Evrything was in hurried and I don't feel like shopping. But I managed to buy beras pulut hitam and some jajan. together with a set of baby-mattress. Thats for Sofy.. ^^.. After that, we head back to Putrajaya. A veeeeerrryyyy looongggg journey.. Tidor and bangun lik semula pun x sampai2.. ahaks..


As we reached KeTTHA, it already midnight. Merry Christmas! With Coach A, tumpang Aizad. Get my lappy at P15 and later, go back to P9. Mak is still awake. I tried to connect the internet, but I can't do so. seems that something wrong with the modem. so, just a simple text to my siblings and apa wishing em christmas. *the feeling was kinda sad as we were not together at this special occasion due to unforeseen circumstances... 


Whatever it is, 2011 is coming to the end. Am hoping for a better tomorrow. ^^


Happy holiday and Happy New Year 2012!

Last Friday, Echa and I travelled to Perlis via bus (Konsortium); for the MAKSWIP tournament. We were kinda late & luckily Fyqa was kind and sweet enough to send us to Pudu Station. It was really hetic. Went to bath at P.15, then head to P.9 sending the astro decoder. after that, pick Echa up at P.11. Upon reaching Pudu, Echa immediately went to the counter for the ticket (a night before, we bought the tickets online!).. Later, kiss Fyqa buhbye and then head to the bus. Hope in and walahh~ time to rest! egegege.. and we departed at 11pm. 7hrs journey yo! (The seats were comfy!) Unfortunately, we didn't sleep well along the journey. Ya loh,  bcoz of the bus stop to rest and of coz, we need to p.u.. the road ehehe..

We finally reached Kuala Perlis at 6.45am.. Abe Zaki n CC Azhar pick us up. Later, went to the room and took our bath. After that, we rushed for breakfast as we were scheduled to leave the hotel (Hotel Brasmana) at 7.30am. We ate like 'cartoon' and afterwards, hop on the bus. The game held nearby Wisma Persekutuan & Putra Palace. Our first game would be the 3rd game, against KAKEP (*only after back from Perlis I know what KAKEP stands for-Kelab Kakitangan Awam Kementerian Pertahanan.. hahaha.. moral: ask, don't wonder!).. Yoo, I was seriously nervous and letme tell you something, we didn't train/practice. This is our first meeting,our first play together! ahaha.. so, everyone didn't expect much..

Now, what I knew for beach volleyball: (1) foursome.. (2) 21 points.. They said, pingpong style.. Ok.. got it.. playing on the sand, really different from the hard court. I can't find the opportunity to kick the ball! egegege.. konon nak libas lah kan.. ahaks.. My teammates were Pn. Afaf, Maya, Ina, Echa, CC Non and myself. The team coach-or should i put it as team manager? (whatever..) asked Pn. Afaf , Maya, Ina n me to go for the first game. Really trembled at first but we managed to win over KAKEP 21-15.. Yiippiii! x sangka makcik.. hehehhe.. Our next 2 games were in the afternoon. So, we were kinda relaxed while we waited for the men team to play. 


We went for lunch nearby and after that, get back to the field and waited for the next game. Not long after Jumaat.. The first game resumed. Next 3rd game was ours; vs AG. Looking back in the morning, we thought we can fight them. However, gabra punya pasal, we lost to em.. :( after that, our last game for d day was against IB. I didn't play and requested Echa to play. I know we can do better against this teams. ahaks. As predicted, we won. Yippi again! Overall, we were in the 2nd place after AG. That entitled us to the next lever-Quarter final (pusingan kalah mati they said). =)


Afterwards, we back to the hotel. Clean ourselves and get ready for dinner. Coach A's friend is working here and we are going to have dinner with him. He brought us to a chinese seafood restaurant and ordered yummy food!

 *Coach A memang jambu sangat kalo pakai pink.. kuikuikui

**END OF DAY 1**

Tadi kat twitter terperasan lah Berita Harian tweet pasal "Not kertas, syiling tampil ciri-ciri unik negara, tahap keselamatan dipertingkat".. wauwiii.. I loike d colour of RM20 new note! golden-yellowish.. hehe.. syiling pun cantekkk! =)
"KUALA LUMPUR: Bank Negara Malaysia memperkenalkan siri mata wang baru yang akan mula diedarkan pada separuh kedua tahun depan, dilengkapi dengan ciri-ciri keselamatan dipertingkatkan.

Siri baru diperkenalkan itu terdiri daripada wang kertas RM1, RM5, RM10, RM20 dan RM100 serta melengkapi wang kertas RM50 yang mula diperkenalkan sebelum ini.

Ia juga melengkapi mata wang siling baru yang diperkenalkan pada 25 Julai lalu dan akan digunakan bermula Januari ini.

Siri terbaru mata wang Malaysia mengambil inspirasi daripada pelbagai ciri-ciri unik Malaysia, dengan menggunakan elemen khazanah semula jadi, budaya dan warisan negara.

Pelancaran siri mata wang baru berkenaan disempurnakan Perdana Menteri, Datuk Seri Najib Razak di sini, semalam.

Bank Negara, dalam kenyataannya berkata mata wang baru itu menampilkan ciri-ciri tradisional dari segi seni dan kraf, keindahan alam sekitar, flora dan fauna serta ekonomi.

“Siri baru mata wang juga menggunakan ciri-ciri keselamatan dipertingkatkan sejajar dengan kemajuan terbaru dalam teknologi mata wang.

“Ciri-ciri keselamatan bagi mata wang baru itu termasuk imej bayangan, tetingkap lebih jelas, potret bertanda keselamatan dengan piksel dan angka yang diserlahkan, benang keselamatan berwarna, benang lensa mikro serta tampalan berkilat bagi memudahkan orang ramai mengenal pasti nilai setiap satunya.

“Satu lagi ciri-ciri dipertingkatkan ialah pengenalan secara sentuhan yang membolehkan individu kurang penglihatan dapat mengenal pasti dan membezakan nilai mata wang berbeza,” kata kenyataan itu.

Semua mata wang di bawah siri baru berkenaan masih mengekalkan potret Yang di-Pertuan Agong pertama, bunga raya, nilai muka bagi mata wang serta corak fabrik tenunan tradisional songket di bahagian hadapannya.

Di bahagian belakang pula, ia menampilkan elemen berlainan mengikut nilai termasuk alam sekitar, budaya, tradisi, flora dan fauna yang mencerminkan identiti Malaysia.

Mata wang baru itu juga masih mengekalkan logo Bank Negara, siri nombor, perkataan bertulis jawi dan corak tenunan songket di bahagian belakangnya.

Dengan pelancaran siri baru berkenaan, Bank Negara akan bekerjasama rapat dengan institusi kewangan, perniagaan dan vendor mesin kendalian tunai bagi memastikan perubahan kepada mata wang baru dapat dilaksanakan dengan lancar.

Vendor mesin kendalian tunai diberikan masa enam bulan untuk mengubah suai mesin masing-masing bagi memastikan mata wang baru itu dapat digunakan.

Sementara itu, mata wang peringatan bagi siri baru berkenaan boleh didapati di ibu pejabat Bank Negara dan cawangannya masing-masing di Pulau Pinang, Johor Bahru, Kuala Terengganu, Kuching dan Kota Kinabalu bermula hari ini."