We were invited to Ita's birthday party last Friday, 8th April 2011. Happy Birthday girl!!!

It was held in KL-Scrumptious Restaurant. Nearby to Full House. Ehe. I went there with Coach A, Fyqa, n her fwen Ifa.. The theme was white, so, don't get surprised why we were so innocent and sweet.. Ahaks..  Ita recieved us at the main entrance. She looks so antonishing and hot in her red dress & heels...

Here are some of the photos taken:-

*Me & Coach A on drama.. ^^

*Me & Coach A giving out our cool pose.. =P

*Fyqa, Me, Mr. Teh & Mdm. Loh; rep from PYBM..

*Again-Fyqa, Me, Mr. Teh & Mdm. Loh; rep from PYBM.. ehe

[ Uploading more soon!!! ehe ]

*In front of d restaurant*

*Happy faces after meal.. *

*Wanna sing Kuaaalaa Lummmppuuurr..? ehe*

*Pn. Ain, Syakila, Fyqa, me*

*My fren here is cuter than her lil green fren*

*Finally.. got the chance to take photo w d birthday girl.. smilllleeeeee*

*Coach A, would you accept my invitation for a date tonite? (bluweeksss.. hahaha)

*Coach A n Nanako.. ehh. no.. and me.. hihihihi*

*The yummy b'day cake..*

*We are Korean... in our dreams.. hahaha*

*The birthday girl's guest book.. she made this herself.. Creative and cute aite? ehe*

*The band of birthday's girl BF.. ^^*

*Taken by Boy..*

 *"You are welcome.."*

*That was the mutton.. We gals don't eat.. ahaks.. (ngengade okehh..)*

*Finally with the girls who did some dance move dat nite.. and guess wat, the 3rd from right is Fasha Sanda's sister.. Pretty like her sis.. =)*

“Baka cigu”.. All of sudden, I remembered someone assuming me as a school teacher. Ehe..  I believe that he judging me by the way I dressed. Perhaps, my attitude or most likely because of the glasses that I’m wearing! Ehe.. Well, I W-A-S a teacher, Guru Sandaran Tidak Terlatih. One of my valuable and memorable experiences. Love teaching the Level 2 students, but Level 1, hu-uh, I need a special course/training for that.. ahaks.. 

*Uhh.. well.. not as 'cute' as this lah.. hahah

We were like chatting on and off as we came from the same district. We were in the same express boat, travelling to Sibu (on my way back to KL) and we didn’t manage to get ourselves own seat, so we have to stand at the boat’s stairs; together with some others passengers. Truly packed like Milo Packed! Ahaks..  Well, I really hate standing for a long period. I will feel dizzy and out of breath! So, after standing for an hour, I decided to go outside of the boat and seat on the roof-top. (Yup.. you're right.. on the roof-top.. and the boat is moving at high speed..) Alright, the speed was super, my shirt almost unbuttoned! Ahaks..  It was afternoon and of course, the sun ray is burning the skin. But the wind rushing on my face kinda made me 'rejuvenate' and fresh.. ehe..

*I'll upload the vid and some photos later.. ;)

I am truly mad with myself.. I don't know how to make decision; although the thing that I should decide is the smallest/simplest thing.. e.g. What to eat? Where to go for date? What to watch?  Not to mention the bigger issue.. I felt pathetic and extra sad with my 'poor' value here.. I always put myself last from others; friends, family, bf, bosses, of which, lead to self-frustration and 'suicide'.. I believe that it is not sacrifices I'm dealing with, but, own 'stupidness'.. I can always fight for my own right, own happiness, own interest, but I just can't and at times, I withdraw myself for 'fighting for justice'.. Call me idiot, mule or whatsoever, but I've been living under this skin for years..

*I'm so sad

Another thing is, I am a shy person. I don't have the ability to mingle around with people easily-chit chat some more? A big NO NO.. Some might see I'm  a 'proud' person and perhaps 'sombong', but the truth is, I'm shaking on my knees! It stop me from talking and I felt really awkard! You can see my gesture when I'm 'kejong'.. The situation will be different if I knew the person well, I will of course, might 'loose my mind' for a while.. So, BIG APOLOGY to those who ever met me in a 'stiff-cold' me... ehe..

Well, I'd cried a river, but it doesn't heal me and made me someone new. How I wish that I'm involved in an accident, have a memory lost, and 'restart' anew and be a different me! (lame!) Hehehe.. If Coach A read this, he will sure "ketuk" my forehead lah.. hahah.. sorry dear, sometimes, I have the tendency to imagine 'things' that I shouldn't think of.. hahah..

*Urmm.. where to pin that needle?

Coolnesss! Although they can be 'separated' at anytime. But I guess, for those who want this limited stamp, they wouldn't have the gut to 'tear them apart'.. Most likely, they'll take it as an item.. It won't be perfect without them together.. Are we in the same boat here? ehe..

Kate-William Stamp

As for this one, it is our local stamp of "hot shot's" daughter wedding. 3posen jer.. hihihi

Are you thinking of makin your own stamp now? hahahahah

Ngajat is dancing in Iban. Do enjoy the vid. I'm not a gud dancer, but if there's an event, I'll be glad to join d fun.. ehe..

owh.. btw, I'm thinking of having this full set of ngepan.. A must! I wana hav a pic wearing it for my wedding.. hahaha.. (Dream on JacJac!)

Meanwhile, this vid is a traditional dance of Orang Ulu (my mom is one! ehe)

I accompanied Coach A to Lapang Sasar Memanah, MSN, AU 2 Taman Keramat, KL yesterday (27th March2011, Sun.). He was trying his luck in archery.. Ehe.. Before this, we did try some shots at Sunway Pyramid and of course, after dat, we began to love this sport.. :)

*Me with the ex-national archer.. wink wink..*

*Aim with that lil round thing, she said.. hahaha*

*Strettttchh.. stable urself... *

 *Pull d string until it reaches your chin..*

*Release it!*

*Coach A in action.. heheh*

LAST TRAINING.. (hihih)

*Coach A @ Sunway Pyramid*

*Me accompanying Coach A*

Coach A participated in individual category.. Unfortunately, not his luck this year.. He was kinda nervous during the competition (I can see hehehe..).. Poor sweety.. Next year, if theres any, we'll participate k dearie.. And.. I had the chance to shot some arrows too! M happy because I've been so-called coached by the ex-Pemanah Wanita Negara! Proud eehh.. hehehe..

Coach A forward me this:-

So, what say you?

=)

Dayyyuumm.. ! missed the Supermoon (perigee-syzygy of the Earth-Moon-Sun system )! Need to wait another 5 years! huhuhu..

Supermoon

*Retrieved from

 http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2011/03/pictures/110321-supermoon-pictures-biggest-full-moon-science/?now=2011-03-21-00:01

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I was planning to go to the Mines earlier in the evening, together with Coach A. I'd text him but, he didn't reply. I understand.. he must b occupied with his work. We didn't plan a thing for tonight so I thought the idea of asking him out to the Mines tonight be well-received. My intention was to look for a color printer; to ease me when it comes to printing out colored report/assignment. The one that I have now is a mono color, n I'm thinking of giving it away for 100bucks maybe.. (If  u r interested, let me know.. the price can be nego. hehehe..Brother HL2040) So I told my boss that I wana go to the Mines for the printer and ask her permission to punch out early (early? hahah). Luckily she let me go (thanks to Chicha who is willing to stay back.. ).. So, fully spirited to start the pursuit..

.........untiilll........

Later on, we chat over gtalk and he only noticed my sms by then. Prior to that, he got an appointment with a friend that evening. Of which, I know nothing about it. So, I'm kinda startled and dissapointed that time. It is not easy to get the permission home early.. And its gonna b long day after today. Coach A will be going home to kampung. I thought, I can spend my time with him tonight at the Mines for the "color-printer-mission".. that will b my happy hours; of which, enough for me to savor until his return.. Unfortunately, it didn't work dat way tonight. So I told him to carry on with the appoinment and me, go to the mall myself.

On my way there, I was keep thinking of the big mall, the so-many-people; so-many-shops.. and I'm alone.. I'm pretty scared going alone nowadays. I don't like big crowds, facing too many alternatives/choices, listening to the salesmen's craps.. so I divert my route to Warta instead. My first destination was that CD shop. M looking for the MS Project 2003 installer there. Not my luck tonight I guess. They only have the latest (Actually, I already download the thing, but trial version.. heheheh).. So I went up another level and stroll around. Went to the book shop, bought something. Later, to the computer shop. I saw boxes of printers outside.. no advert; no info on the products.. only the model name and price.. I look for the mouse too, but all are not my preferences.. So I ask the lady what they have in store (printers).. the one that have multifunction-print/scan/copy. She suggest me Canon MP258. Other than that HP2505. I asked her what are the differences between the 2 models; she said not much, only the colours. The price are the same. Size also similar. Her explaination made me stop asking, seems that she didn't try hard enough to convince me to buy it. [Is my face telling you I'm "broke"? hahaha.. that is a glimpse of her face that I can tell.. muahahhahaha..] At last, I leave the shop and said, "some other time".. :P

After that, I felt boring. I don't know what to do there anymore. I completed my mission; but I didn't get what I want (is it considered completed? hahaha) So I went out and thinking of having something from Mc'D drivethrough. I text Coach A. To my surprised, he is still at the office and only meet the friend later. So, he asked me to join him and I said OK. Had a dinner withe him, together with his friends.

After the Mantera Anjasmoro ended, we leaved..

done with the day now.. goodnite..

~17th March 2011~

Last night, I went for a movie with Coach A. At GSC IOI Puchong. He just came back from outstation. I bought the tickets online with RM1 extra charge.. Ehe. Leave Putrajaya around 8.15pm and reached there at 8.45pm (approx.) As soon as we entered the mall, we head straight to Mc'D for dinner. That would be d 'fastest' dinner I ever had! Ehe.. The workers wore this bunny-ear-hair-band.. men/women.. ehe.. when Coach A asked them whether they wore it for an occassion, the waiter said, "saje jer".. errkk.. ok.. but we can't help out giggling.. I don't know what is so funny wearing dat bunny ears.. but yet, it was kinda akward seeing them~and I was thinking becoz of the Chinese Rabbit Year.. ehe.. so wronggg..

After finished with our dinner, we went straight to the cinema.. (I just can't help myself eyeing those glittering earings.. fancy clothes.. shoess.. sandals.. handbags.. etc etc.. ooooowwhh.. they were calling me.. I swear! hahaha) We get our tickets and after the ticket inspection straight to the hall! to our surprise, the cinema doing some changes.. renovation I guess.. So we followed the signage and again, we were surprised there was another level (we need to take the esclator).. another level again.. Phew!!! When  this GSC grew bigger aaaa??? hahaha.. Finally we reached the last hall-Hall 3! Luckily, the movie hasn't started and as soon as we were seated, "Nickledeon Movies" appears .. hehehehe.. Nice timing! hahaha...

And so the movie started... RANGO is the name.. hehehe..

Now overall, this movie is really fantastic..! entertaining.. hillarious.. and there were  some "hidden messages" from the movie.. i rate 4/5 for this.. ehe.. although that RANGO is actually not potraying what is lizard in 'real life' , butit didn't bother me as much as Coach A.. :P.. . the kids doesn't laugh out loud like us adult last night.. I bet they didn't understand what is the story about *This is not toy story boys n girls..* hehehe.. . And there was a lil girl  who was seating with her dad, next to us said, "what is so funny? why everyone is laughing?" hehehehe.. the movie was kinda heavy rite? Poor little kiddo. She will understand when she watch this in a couple of years ahead. :) ehe..

This song suddenly pop-up inside my head from out of nowhere.! =)

"Aku Bukan Untukmu.."

A song of regrets, for letting the person who she love went away..

Only realized after the boat leaves..

Pretty sad isn't it? Heartbroken and full with sorries..

If you have the love now, protect it, care for it, nuture it and never stop doing it.. =)

Dahulu kau mencintaiku

Dahulu kau menginginkanku

Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku

Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh

Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku

Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu

Dan kumohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis

Dan biarkan memilih yang lain

Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu

Pasti itu terbaik untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali

Aku bukanlah untukmu

Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu

Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya

Untuk diriku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh

Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku

Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu

Dan kumohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis

Dan biarkan memilih yang lain

Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu

Pasti itu terbaik untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali

Aku bukanlah untukmu

Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu

Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya

Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu

Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya

Untuk diriku

Alrite.. It seems like a lil too late.. But there's nothing wrong with the idea of getting all the right people to gather at the right time.. Now, my colleague and I were invited to attend the CNY Open House organized by Anak Sarawak. The event was held at Dewan Besar TNB, Jln.  Bangsar, KL. There were Sarawakian big shots in attendance.. ; the CM, Deputy CM, our own BigBoss together with their spouse. The others were DS CK (venue provider), YB Larry Sng, Dep KPKK, YB Jerip, and some others that I can't recall at the moment.. The event was a success and moderate.. I mean, not too exagerating like others' similar functions... ^^

What I like the most (in fact WE!) was meeting the CM's wife in flesh! Ehe.. She is definitely pretty as we seen in the tabloids, papers, tv, net.. Very youthful looking, clean and flawless skin, nice figure, and of course, the sharp-pointed nose! Ehe.. no wonder our CM is looking energetic as well.. ehe.. Got the chance to shake hand with her.. So soft and supple-the hand! (mine was like.. eeerghhh!) ehe.. well, the VIPs were ushered to the holding room before entering the hall. After a period of time, they walk in together into the hall. At the entrance, there were 2 lions dancing alongside with the music (known as dong-dong-cheng.. that is what i told Qaseh.. heheeh); welcoming the VIPs..

The event started with "Negaraku"& "Ibu Pertiwiku" song.. My feeling was overwhelmed! I can't tell exactly why.. But I was so excited singing my state's anthem! Its been a while since I didn't sing.. perhaps 10 years? (Gheeeewweeezzz!!) afterwards Ir. Khoo Lip Khiong welcoming remarks. Followed by Dep. Cm and finally the CM himself. Now, most of the speeches touched about developing Sarawak.. How potential Sarawak is.. How important educated, talented, experienced Sarawakian to come back to Sarawak and serves her! We've been stressed that other parties were just envy what we have back in Sarawak.. The land itself, the natural resources, the multicultural races, etc. They did mention a lil about SCORE-the potential actually.. Unity is the most important asset to us. Other than that, since the guests were majority students, they reminded them how important they are back home. "Don't worry about the working opportunity.. Sarawak has plenty of them.."

Of course, later, another lion dancing session. later the yeesang (i hope spelled it right).. and dinner! Ehe.. the food were so-n-so.. but I LOVE the laksa.. awesome!!!! Later, photo taking sessions and home! ehe.. I'll upload some of the photos here, but if you want to see more, you can visit my dearie Fyqa at Jari-Jemariku..

I'M HUNGRY..!!!

I'M MAD...!!!

I AM MAD HUNGRY

I'm deleting my folders to reduce the disk space..

So, the best place to keep it is here..=D

*Tadaaa.. I'm herrrreeee!!

 *Urmm.. let's see how much is the entrance fee..

 *Occayy.. RM20/person..

 *Processing d tickets now..

*Occay.. water harvesting.. they came here already..

*the Hyppooo!

*Urmm.. forgot the name.. Ox kind la.. XD

*Beaver not Bieber! hahahah

*Whhooaaahh.. dats bigggg!

*Come come.. show me all you got..!

*Na na na na na.. U can't catch me.. hahaha..

*Hey Coach A.. planning to take dat innocent swan home?

*The leopard spending his leisure time like nobody business..

 

*Ehe.. Looks familiar and similar? hehehe

*After spending time with the animals, steamboat is just niceeee.. heheh

*I love animals.. see?