Salam...

Gua asyik sgt mkn pisang keju kat umah saudara Coach A kelmarin. Terus aku buat juga. Boleh tahan rasanya dan senang untuk disediakan. Hehehe..

Miz Jac

This vid is way back to year 2008... How i missed this place, these peoples, the environment... We were not pro dancers, but we love to dance and enjoyed ourselves very much... it was fun and a memorable experience indeed..

**...aaahh.. i wish i can turn back time.. ngeeee

Cewwaahh.. kemain lagi.. hahahaaaa.. 21hb hari tu, aku ijazah SCUH.. kat Surau Presint 9. First class, hari Isnin dan tadi adalah yg kedua. Heh.. setakat ni dah belajar Kaedah A B C dan D. Penat sket lah coz lame x 'bergerak aktif' lah katekan. especially tang peha.. perrghh.. harap x berlarutan ke esok hari lah. 

Selsema masih belum kebah sepenuhnya. Aku makan hurix 6 kapsul dah. ni baru menum panadol soluble. harap cecepat sembuh. Susah nak benapas n susah nak bercakap (suara seksi bebeno).. Ngeee..

*besoklah sambung.. ngantok derrr*

"In My Place"

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah

I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was lost, oh yeah

Yeah, how long must you wait for him?
Yeah, how long must you pay for him?
Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

I was scared, I was scared
Tired and underprepared
But I wait for you

If you go, if you go
Leaving me down here on my own
Well I wait for you

Yeah, how long must you wait for him?
Yeah, how long must you pay for him?
Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

Please, please, please
Come on and sing to me
To me, me

Come on and sing it out, out, out
Come on and sing it now, now, now
Come on and sing it

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah
Oh yeah

I felt that I'm still can't give the best. I always frustrated and let em down. If I to continue this, sooner or later, life won't treat me well. Better I get myself in my own shoes and stand on my own.



I believe that I had made things clear..

I believe that I had made everyone understands..

I believe that I had my points explained..

I believe that I had everyone's prayer, for my happiness..

I believe.. I doubt all that now..

What to do? :'(

Ah ha! This is the most interesting topic to share with, especially among the women-from all stages of age! ;) The kids love to imagine how's their wedding gonna looks like-preferences are always get the influence from the fairy tales collection. Let it be Cinderella, Snow White, Sleeping Beauty, etc. Some gets their ideas from Barbies too! And the ideas keep changing as they grow up.. Even the elderly women have their own imagination too!-of which, they are dreaming for their children. Often, get the 'rejection' from their soon-to-get-married child.. ehe. maybe it was because too outdated, too traditional.. I don't know, for centuries, there are always gap between the young and older generation.. so, different view, different thoughts! 

Now, its been a while since I stop imagining of my dream wedding! Unsuccessful relationship, unwanted, not the type, differences, not approved, etc.. Love sometime get really tedious especially when both side didn't work things out as a team.. luckily, Coach A is in the same boat as I am.. =) We did have our  rough time some time, but at the end, we sort things out.. perhaps it is because of our age.. I mean, we are a grown up person now.. more mature and think differently.. give and take concept really pull things out! Hope that we can blend better in future for the sake of a happy relationship! ^_^

My dream wedding would be a tropical theme wedding! Well, lots of happy and cheerful colours.. tropical colours.. laid back. relaxed.. nice food.. and a simple one.. it should be beyond the budget.. and I prefer to do most of the decoration all by myself , with the help from friends and family (of course!).. i am sure i will find satisfaction in it.. orange, pink, blue, white, green, turquoise  some reds, some yellow.. yippeee! just what i need.. ngeee.. this photos inspired me much;-

Thanks Google http://www.destinweddings.org/packages.html

Thanks Google http://www.boracay.travel/travel-info/boracay-beach-wedding

as for the hand bouquet.. i really love to have hibiscus.. like the Hawaiian had for their weddings.. perhaps, some orchids.. well, to be exact, i would love to have something local, traditional and authentic.. arrange with a touch of creativity, i am pretty sure it will look lovely.. roses are romantic and sweet, but, Coach A gave a  lot before.. so, not going to have it for my wedding.. =P

Foods would be from the range of healthy food.. i my terms, that would be:- steamed fish, rice of course, lots of vege, fruits, mouthwatering desserts, maybe ABC, etc.. <-- sounds like, "I can have these in my everyday menu too!".. ekeke.. am just saying, from my truthfully tongue! ahaks.. This is the cake i fancied!

A wedding without entertainment is not complete.. I am imagining to have a group of Iban dancers, dancing our traditional dance.. perhaps a group of Kenyah too.. that complete my origin.. Plus, zapin by small kids and of course, most importance a silat performance.. (Coach A might love my idea!).. Never let the karaoke session being left out.. Hey, my siblings love to sing, my uncles too, my friends! In between, I will get the DJ to play the oldies and retro songs.. my parents have their own list ready i guess.. 

MC is the most important role to play during a wedding.. I hope to have one who are able to speak my language and Coach A's too! Fair and square.. 

Last but not least, wedding gown! aye aye aye.. my hands are trembling now.. and i can't stop it from shaking! ahahaha.. of course, the utmost important part yo! well, am dreaming to wear a traditional wedding gown, of course, with laces and ribbons.. pure white yo! as innocent and as pure as possible.. since i'm going to have a mix marriage, i need to reconsider or perhaps change it.. ehe.. we don't want people to misinterpret us, don't we..? ehe..i 

As for honeymood, i need a place that is cold, breazy, and comfort.. <i can get these in my own bedroom!> nevertheless, i see no harm to spend some bucks to stay a few nights at somewhere special and pleasing.. eheh.. since i am into hibiscus, what if i go here --> http://www.bungarayaresort.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=87&Itemid=80 ? ahaksss [to be discussed later]

Pheww, i can see lots of details to be considered and mixed well.. I hope that will not cause a mismatched event.. ehe.. after all, this is only a dream and full details can only be materialized when the date has been picked.. ngeee.. can't possibly realize everything.. ehe.. that's it.. (i think i missed some points here..)

*Can't wait!

A special and most auspicious date to remember! 

Glad that all went well.. 

=)